The water was dark
and shiny, like polished wood. Lotus leaves stood like parasols above
it, and trembled as fish wiggled through the stalks. The flowers were
white and luminous as teacups. I pulled one and handed it to Mai Lin.
"Here, " I said, " A flower for a flower!" and I asked
her to hold it by her face. I expected her to smile like a girl on a plate.
Instead she drooped the blossom across her shoulder like a kitten, and
her eyes went wide and apologetic, almost sad. That puzzled me,
and for weeks I would wonder about it. Finally, another person told me
that the lotus represents 'purity'. Apparently, Mai Lin was ashamed to
make that claim, because I was her second...
Mai Lin led us through a maze of blacktop until
we reached the highway. The concrete stretched like the horizon.
A white line ran down the center, and a few ragweeds peeped through the
cracks. Mai Lin seemed taken aback, and like many Chinese, even a little
embarrassed, so she said "China always poor--"
"Hardly",
I said, "This road looks just like America," and I meant it.
The white concrete, streaked by cars, reminded me of the roads on which
Americans spend so much of our waking lives; again, it was quite a contrast
to the dust and bricks of central China, where everything looks like it
was made by hand. I felt an ache which was odd, but small. I had been
in China for quite a while.
After
half an hour we saw a parasol, and a vendor selling the usual yogurt,
along with bottles of green and orange soda, and sacks of peanuts. However,
he also offered gold bars and silver coins made from foil, as well as
sheaves of incense and pseudo-money. I bought a few notes. They were printed
with tight lines of Chinese text, as well as 'Bank Of Hell' in English,
and a picture of the King Of The Dead. His dark eyes smoldered under a
miter board and a veil of beads.